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Introduction [Oct. 28th, 2022|12:14 pm]
Welcome! You've stumbled across the blog/livejournal of Rivkah. I am the artist/writer/creator (ie. graphic novelist) of the YA graphic novel series Steady Beat (amongst other short stories, works, and contributions). Steady Beat is a 13+ series about coming to terms with our place in life, our families and communities, and the people we love for being who they are rather than whom we expect them to be. It's about growing up and discovering ourselves. I am also working on an all-ages series, but that one's top secret, so I can't say too much about it for now!

Contained within these pages are entries of my personal journey as I manage the daily struggles and joys of being an artist and writer for a living. It's possible! But it takes a lot of hard work and dedication. Sometimes I cry. Sometimes I leap for joy. And I hope that whatever you get from my sharing these experiences is something you can take and use in your own life. For inspiration. As a springboard to follow your own dreams.

I try to keep all posts at a PG level, but anything that goes above (such as my sketches from life drawing) go behind a cut.

Feel free to take a walk through my gallery. However, I don't update the website very often, so all the new artwork you'll find mostly on this blog.

And please, feel free to introduce yourself and to friend me. There's a lot of publish-sensitive content and original ideas under the friends-cuts you can't see otherwise!!! And I like when people say 'hi.' I'm horrible about getting back to emails but it certainly makes my day to read them!

Cheerio!

-Rivkah 10-26-2006
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Paper, Nibs, & Ink [Dec. 13th, 2009|12:04 pm]
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I think I’m going to switch from the “Fairfield” (which is apparently Strathmore 300 Series in disguise) 2 ply plate to Strathmore 4 ply plate. The 2 ply actually worked great for brush, but nibs and it do NOT get along. I’m constantly pulling up fibers in the tips of my nibs. The Strathmore 4 ply plate, however, seems to take a real beating from my nib; I can scratch over a wet line with a nib over and over again and its smooth surface persists. It also takes thin, delicate lines well; I can scratch the nib up and still get an even, tiny line as easily as I can drawing the nib down.

I’m also still partial to Rising 3 ply plate, even though it doesn’t work with nibs as well and it’s an off-white color. But there’s something about using brush on it that tactilely, is a real pleasure.

Also: a quick review on Dr. Ph Martin’s Terra Cotta India ink:

I mentioned this ink in my previous post. First, I love the color. It’s a warm, rich, clay color. The red kind of clay you played with in sixth grade pottery class. I know a lot of artists whom prefer Sepia over black ink because of it’s warmth. Personally, I find Sepia still too towards the cool range. Terra Cotta offers a warmth I’d use in whimsical children’s illustration.

This ink is opaque straight from the bottle, I have yet to see it bleed, and it hardens tough as a ROCK. It was utterly impervious to my frenetic erasing; even the thinnest of lines stayed intact. Quite possibly the most eraser-resistant ink I’ve ever had the pleasure of working with!

There are a few unfortunates to this ink, however. It uses large sediment particles, so it has to be periodically closed and shaken, or stirred, or you’ll start getting runny, translucent ink. It also takes forever to dry (several minutes!). For someone like me who tends to start in the middle of the page and work outwards, this isn’t too difficult to work around; I just have to be careful to avoid resting my hand on any lines. If you are, however, like my boyfriend who makes random lines all across the page with no logic whatsoever :P you would probably have a little more frustrations with this ink.

Two Rivkah-ey thumbs-up for Dr. Ph. Martin’s Bombay Terra Cotta India Ink!

------ Guh. Too bad I can’t tell if this paper is 400 series or 500. The samples I got only marked down the thickness, not the grade, and I can’t remember which I ended up getting. ;_; Going to see if New York Central Art Supply has any Canson bristol papers. I didn’t like them with brush, but I’ve heard good things about how they work with nibs, and that they’re a more consistent company. The Strathmore papers I keep trying are just all over the board. Sometimes the quality is phenomenal, and sometimes it’s just cr*p.
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Coffee Lover Seeks Good Bean [Dec. 11th, 2009|01:32 pm]
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Been having a difficult time finding good coffee to home brew in New York. I was in Manhattan yesterday running errands and happened to drop by Puerto Rico Importing Co. and picked up several varieties of beans, but so far I’ve been disappointed by their mix. Their beans, though having unique flavors I haven’t stumbled across before, have the savor of having sat out for too long. It’s that sort of burnt cigarette ash taste that I find so unpleasant in every single preground coffee I’ve ever tried. Except these were whole beans I bought and ground at home, so they shouldn’t have tasted this way.

So far:

Ethiopian: Incredibly bitter flavor that is greatly mellowed by sugar and cream. Actually, this coffee is almost sour tasting, and after a few sips it started to grow on me simply for being different. But it also has the unpleasant aftertaste of ash. Not a coffee I would drink more than half a cup in a day. Also very oily with little crema. I usually like the coffee oils, but in this case, it just prolonged the sourness of the coffee afterwards. However, if you like your coffees to punch you in the face and leave a puckered lip afterwards, this is a perfect blend.

Puerto Rico Importer’s House Blend: A sweeter, almost floral but still somewhat ashey tasting coffee. The flavor doesn’t change much with sugar and cream, so adding them does little for its taste. It did however make an excellent crema when I brewed it (always french press) and made a nice, rich coffee with very little oil. This is a coffee made for people who’ve had their taste buds killed by French roasts their whole life and don’t know that better exists. Flavorful, but burnt to hell.

Brazil Santos: Best one so far. Light and sweet but not overly slow. Slightly bitter without the ashy taste I’ve been getting in the other blends. Should improve with a peculator instead of a French Press, I hope.

Guatemalan Mandheling: Haven’t tried yet, but it’s a light roast, and I like light roasts. They’re usually more acidic but less ashy tasting.

My favorite coffee ever, however, is still the Lola Savannah Peruvian Fair Trade. Quite possibly the most delicious cup of coffee I’ve ever had, it’s spoiled by cream and sugar. If I can’t find comparable, I’m just gonna have to have it shipped. I need my coffee, dangit!

Nib Workspace

Yesterday, I also dropped by New York Central Art Supply and bought a paint palette for the Dr. Ph. Martin’s Concentrated Watercolors I’ve been experimenting with, more pencil leads for my lead holder (so I don’t have pencil shavings all over my floor anymore), and several shades of Dr. Ph. Martin’s India Inks. I needed some vibrant inks that are also waterproof, and I’ve had good experiences so far with Ph Martin products and already have the teal india ink, so I thought I’d give it a go.

Slightly inconvenient but not unexpected so far is that the degree of opacity varies drastically from color to color. My favorite so far is the Terra Cotta; it’s a gorgeous red-brown that’s beautifully matte and opaque straight from the bottle. I’ve been using my nibs again, and it works beautifully. I’m actually beginning to prefer this color for inking with a nib line over black. It’s gorgeous.

I also bought yellow, grass green, violet, sepia, and red. The sepia is also opaque straight out of the bottle, but it’s practically black. the other colors will require letting them evaporate to get more consistent, denser color, but they’re still beautiful vibrant colors, and I’m looking forward to experimenting and seeing if they’ll actually mix as well. There’s a few colors I would like to tone down.

I wish I could show the larger illustration I’m working on, but it’s a secret right now, so I’m taking photos and will hopefully show the process later. I’ve never worked with real watercolors before, but the effects I’m going for are simple. Mostly, though, I’m enjoying experimenting. I’ve been influenced by Eleanor Davis lately and her ability to draw so much expression and to exaggerate. I’ve focused too much on realism in my art in the past, and I’d like to move away from that and focus more on expression. Knowing the body and how it works is important, but I’ve realized the more I confine myself to the rules, the stiffer my people become. The sole premise I started with in this illustration was this: I have to draw an expression and body language, but the character can’t have any bones.

We’ll see how it turns out. -_-; I’m embarrassed as it is to show it to anybody. Grr. However, I did just finish inking these two other experimental illustrations. They’re inked with a nib using the terra cotta ink. I seriously <3 this ink! Hopefully tomorrow I’ll have time to experiment with watercoloring them. I’ve only used nib maybe two or three times before (thought I have all the supplies, I just wasn’t comfortable with the results), but that was at least three or four years ago, so I’m pretty happy with how these turned out. I’ve no wacom at the moment, so they haven’t been cleaned up yet, unfortunately. And since I’ll be laying down watercolor, I can’t just white out the line or it’ll bleed into the watercolors (being not waterproof).

First, the fat lady sings. I’ve been having a weird obsession with drawing fat, happy people lately:
Nib Practice

Second, a little magician girl:
Nib Practice

Mornings are made of the “Jane’s S.O.S” rewrite and evenings consumed with art. It’s a good work flow for me. :)

Saturday, however, I’ll be going out and applying for a part-time job with the U.S. census. It’s mostly weekends and evenings, and that’s perfect to me. I would like to get actual illustration work, but I’m building my portfolio now and diversifying so that I’m not limited to just a few styles. And I recognize the amount of time it takes to get that kind of work: it takes word of mouth and a lot of experience. I’ll get there eventually. :)

Back to work!

Rivkah & Puerto Rico Importing Co.

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Dance the Night Away [Nov. 30th, 2009|09:23 pm]
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Anybody know of any good places to dance in Manhattan or Brooklyn? None of that hiphop/r&b cr*p. I want stuff that’s danceable, especially those Latin beats where I don’t have to talk to or meet anybody, just get down and groove with enough space to spin and move. It’s a little awkward pumping up the dance music and dancing with my roommates home. -_-;

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Stop, Drop, & Roll [Nov. 21st, 2009|05:36 pm]
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I just almost set myself on fire.

I was in the kitchen, heating up some water for coffee. Got the kettle on the stove. My cup on the counter. Grinder ready for beans.

It’s a little chilly inside, so I’ve got a scarf on. A pretty Persian looking scarf my sister bought for me a birthday ago.

So I’m reaching for the beans over the stove, humming to the tune of a self-made happy ditty, when suddenly I hear something vaguely resembling the sound of wind rushing over sand dunes. Or the napkins I used to set on fire in my parents’ back yard just to see how quickly they’d get reduced to ash.

In a flash, my scarf is OFF, and I’m stamping that mf’er out on the tile floor. There were FLAMES coming off the tail-end. Somehow, I managed to unwind it from around my neck without catching my hair on fire.

All in the matter of about a half second. Glad to know I’ve good reflexes.

And that was my excitement for the evening. Never wear a scarf (or long hair or clothing) around a gas stove. Thankfully, though a little black around the fringe, the scarf will also survive.

Now back to work. This short story I’m working on is busting my ass, so I gotta bust its ass in return.

Currently reading “Dealing With Dragons” by Patricia C. Wrede and “Fight Club” by Chuck Palahniuk. How’s that for a mix?

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Tea & Toast [Nov. 16th, 2009|06:03 pm]
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Sittin’ on the couch of my new apartment having Earl Grey tea (milk and sugar!) with honeyed toast. Just got back from a local grocery store that would put Austin’s Central Market to shame. It’s smaller, and the width of the isles fits tighter than a pair of David Bowie’s underpants, but in spite of being piled on top of one another while looking for a favorite cheese or pasta (they sell SOBA!), they have an incredibly diverse mix of Mexican, Middle Eastern halal, Russian, Asian, and Jewish kosher foods. And it’s CHEAP. Huge, delicious loaf of rye bread for $1.99. A selection of oranges and tangerines for $2. Yogurt for $.99. A few things are actually more expensive (not much of an Italian market in this neighborhood, apparently), but I’m beginning to see this is the culture of New York: you find different places, all that carry an item or two or three that you like/need, and you plan your trips accordingly. New York is truly, a local consumer’s paradise.

Moving into my new apartment has been going almost stupendously well (knocks on wood). Yesterday I spent helping a friend move all her grandmother’s things into storage in exchange for good conversation and a full size mattress, plus box spring, plus frame. There’s no headboard, but that isn’t a necessity at this point in time. The point is: I have a BED. Not an air mattress. A BED. And for FREE. Well, except for transportation and food costs from my friend and roomie, MK, but those were minimal compared to what it would have cost to buy a new bed!

Landlord also came by the other day to take a look at the radiator, fiddled with them a bit and apparently fixed them. Though it’s been too warm lately for the radiators to really come on again, but he told me to keep an eye on mine and if I have any problems in the future, he’ll have a professional come out and look at them. AWESOME landlord, I say.

In the meantime, I’ve been painting my room a pale beautiful turquoise color, so my room has gone from a somewhat abused off-white, grey-blue, and blue-brown walls of loneliness, to the lovely feeling of floating in the middle of a cloud, especially with the pretty new white drafting table I just added to it (you can still see the original color over the radiator where I need to spackle over the holes left by several bookshelves still:

My Brooklyn Apartment!

Oh, and I caved and bought a bike because there are times, I’ve realized, that the distance I need to go is too long for walking and too short to justify the $2.25 cost of taking the subway/bus. Plus, having emailed my old bike shop and asking them how much it typically costs to mail a bike, I realized that if I could just find a bike in NYC for about the cost of what it would have taken to box and ship my old bike (about $150), and then sell my old bike next time I’m visiting my parents, then it would be a fair trade. So I got this:

My Brooklyn Bike!

A bit plain, but it’s SOLID, and it was exactly $139, including the rack. Though I need my bike pump that I left behind.

Plus, it’s a road bike. I’ve owned nothing but mountain bikes in the past and have always been afraid of owning road bikes because the thin tires scare me. I used to do a lot of cutting through grass, mud, and gravel, and jumping sidewalks, and that just isn’t something you want to DO on a road bike. And while my new road bike doesn’t spin on a dime like my mountain bike did, and I have to watch going over bumps and potholes in the road, the trade-off is that it pedals SO. MUCH. EASIER. Biking a mountain bike up a major hill is like lifting weights, man. It’s no wonder my thighs and calves are in such good shape.  But a road bike flows smoothly up a hill with just the barest minimum of effort. I’ve worked up a good sweat biking up the hill from south side Windsor Terrace to north side (that’s a damn good hill!), but I didn’t feel like I was going to keel over and die like I have with similar type hills in Austin on my mountain bike.

So yeay! Bike!

Now, I’m off to do laundry and get some work done on “Butler, PA”. Haven’t been getting much work in these last two weeks, but it feels like I’m beginning to settle in. <3

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Radiator Troubles [Nov. 9th, 2009|10:33 pm]
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I think my radiator’s broken. Or maybe I just don’t know how to use it because I’ve never used one in my LIFE, but I know it isn’t coming on. There’s a little knob at the bottom with number 1-8 on it that turns, and it was set to 8 when I arrived, but it never came on, so I set it on 5 to see what would happen, and it still hasn’t come on.</p>

Hmm. Any advice? I’m used to gas or electric heating, not steam/water.

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New Apartment, No Bed [Nov. 9th, 2009|12:25 am]
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Originally published at rivkah.com. You can comment here or there.

I’m on the floor of my new apartment. No bed yet. Makeshift desk made from the remains of a dresser until I can find a suitable drafting table. And yet, it’s home. All my clothes are finally hung. My art supplies are in order. And tomorrow I head out for paint and curtain rods.

It’s always a bit strange being in a new apartment. If you shook my room, it’d rattle. But eventually, the blank spaces will fill and it won’t feel so insubstantial anymore.

Tomorrow, at least my air mattress and my new camera are supposed to arrive. At last: PICTURES.

Sleepy. I’m looking forward to finally being able to get to work tomorrow.

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Welcome to New York. Love, Rivkah. [Nov. 6th, 2009|03:22 pm]
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Originally published at Rivkah.com. You can comment here or there.

November 6th. Three days in New York, so far. Sunday, I move into my new apartment.

What a harrowing journey this last month was. And yet, what a blessed one. Never have I felt more the breath of G*d lingering over my shoulder. Yes, it was a lot of work getting here. Yes, is there still work yet to be done. But every bend and corner, every hill and valley, no matter how steep, has never been too sharp or too steep to get around again.

I’m in Windsor Terrace right now. A little cafe called The Oak and the Iris. Coffee is a dollar thirty-five, sixty cents cheaper than anywhere in Austin. The barista speaks broken English, and half the conversations around me I’d need a translator to interpret.  It’s a brisk, sunny 65 F out, and the coffee is delicious.

Six months ago, I made a decision that I would move to New York. I needed comics and I needed friends. This move from the college town I grew up in to one of the most populous, diverse cities on earth has helped me to realize that I need never be truly stuck. If I find myself in the mire, I can swim free again. I needn’t fear stagnation or despair.

So how appropriate to have my first set of keys in my pocket with the key chain given to me that says simply:  New York.

Welcome to the next stage. Welcome to the place I can never say I didn’t have the opportunities. Welcome to my new home.

This is going to be a fascinating journey, and I hope a few of you who’ve seen my posts wane over the course of the last few years will stick around to watch, be it on livejournal, twitter, facebook, flickr, or the face of my new site and blog (mucho tweaking to follow). But no matter what happens, this chica is going to finish another book and get published again. I hope you’ll enjoy it.

Love and Kisses,
Rivkah.

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Font Embedding! [Oct. 24th, 2009|04:13 pm]
OMG. I <3 FONT EMBEDDING. Current generation browsers are finally, FINALLY, moving towards support for embedded fonts, and this means webpages can now look SEXY. (drools all over happy pages)

So yeah, putting the finishing touches on my new site, and EEK does it look pretty! XD And HOLY F*CK has it take forever! ;_; I've been teaching myself PHP and a better understanding of the CSS language (which is actually ridiculously easy once you understand what you can and CAN'T do with it) and everything for the site is finally starting to come together.

HOLY COW I'M SO EXCITED. I feel like I'm getting a new lease on my career and on life. All this energy comes rushing in from nowhere and I want to jump to the sky and shout with joy. The last time I moved, it was a bad, horrible, terrible decision, and in my gut, I knew so. But this time around, I know it's the RIGHT decision, that good things are going to happen, and that I just need to GO. Only ten more days until I move--

HOLYBANANAS!YES!

--and I'll be living in THE most multi-cultural city in the US. Maybe on our planet. I can say "sayonara" to Austin for the time being (though I'll be back to visit!) and "howdy" to my new city.

(hugs New York City)

SO EXCITING. O_O

Back to my website now! Hopefully, next time I update, it'll be from my pretty, brand sparkling new layout.

Eek!

SO EXCITED! \>o</ Woo font embedding!
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Only a cartoon could do it like this... [Oct. 8th, 2009|09:55 am]

Yellow Cake from Nick Cross on Vimeo.



Honestly, I find videos like this far more effective than documentaries. They package an important message in an easy-to-swallow form, that's both highly entertaining, but also subtly makes you think about how people get treated, wars get started, and to look at both sides of the picture instead of just one.

Just another thing that sequential art does more effectively well than any other medium. A live action film would be too brutal. We (hopefully) wish newspapers stick to facts. And a short story or novel would have a more difficult time establishing the visual humor and iconography.

Plus, I just love the old school animation style. I wish more cartoons were still drawn like this!
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Sore Feet! [Oct. 3rd, 2009|07:30 pm]
GAH! My feet ache! I've been on them pretty much non-stop since I bought my plane ticket to NYC. Getting bills paid, selling things, getting my apartment ready to sublease for ACL Fest, and work work work at my previously part time now pretty much full time job. It's like 39.9 hours a week. If I can keep this up, for the next four weeks, I'll have almost $1500 from my job alone, so .... fingers crossed!

At the moment, I'm at my dad's house because I decided, somewhat last minute, to rent out my apartment for the Austin City Limits Music Festival and found a girl to rent it out to for six days at $450. But that also meant finding a place to leave my cat for the week and leaving my valuables with trustworthy friends. Also sold my bed set to a neighbor whom I'm pretty damn sure is gonna take good care of it, considering he's called me twice since I said he could buy it from me just to thank me. He's been profuse with gratitude. :)

Anyway, it's just been one non-stop week of odds and errands and getting anywhere from two to five hours of sleep a night. It's the first time in years I've naturally woken up before sunrise.

Actually, it's kinda neat. I sort of already feel like a New Yorker, focused from point A on point B and ain't nothing gonna get in my way. Not rivers of sweat from biking non-stop or feet feeling like they're about to walk off without me.

I don't think right now. I just do. And go.
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Thanks [Sep. 25th, 2009|04:29 pm]
Never was "hallelujah!" more apropos.

I am SO stoked! I made up two songs last night while sitting on my porch, enjoying the newly cool weather and every minute a new, happy tune pops into my head. I'm so happy, and yet it's a subtle, pervasive happiness that grows slightly brighter with each passing hour. I could glow.
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Stretch! [Sep. 25th, 2009|02:47 pm]
Sold my computer! Sold my scanner and my wacom (though I get to hang on to the wacom itself for a little while longer, at least)! Now if only I could get someone to buy my monitor, dangit. Admittedly, it's 61 point 1 freakin' pounds, but it gets pretty color. I may end up just asking my parents if they'd mind switching it out with the tiny one they have in the spare bedroom at their home because it really does get amazing color, and it wouldn't be worth selling it for less than $50 when it's something that'd be so expensive to replace.

I feel much more settled and focused now that I KNOW I'll be moving. I've started emailing people to keep an eye out for anybody renting a room for November/December (I can couch surf for a while not having a ton of stuff to look after, thankfully), and I've posted my apartment for rent for ACL Fest (Austin City Limits Music Festival) to hopefully raise a little extra cash. We'll see if anybody bites. Getting my teeth fixed next week (cavities that have needed taking care of for a while now), and I've put a slight hold on "Butler, PA" (except for writing) to work on some illustrations for my dad's book, which he's paying me for. Sold some of my originals, though I'd like to remind people that there's yet still more! Everything on this page is game: http://www.rivkah.com/artwork/janessos/testchapter/janessos.html Just send me an email if you're interested. :)

I also forgot, but I've a ton of copies of book 2 of "Steady Beat", so if anybody is wanting a copy, I'm selling them for $6.50 plus media rate shipping (shouldn't be more than a dollar). I'll be including a high-quality laser copy of a surprise page from "Jane's S.O.S." if you do. You can pick the page or let me choose if you want.

And in a few weeks ... yard sale!

Gah. So much to do and get ready for, all while working a regular job.

But I'm excited. EXCITED. And optimistic. This will be a good move. I have no expectations. Just to work my butt off. And create.
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New York! And original art. [Sep. 23rd, 2009|01:07 am]
November 3rd. 10:30 pm. I arrive in New York! One way ticket, baby!

My mother hasn't been taking my moving very well, however. She said a few things to me while we were on the phone the other day that were honestly ... rather disappointing. I won't go into details, but I basically felt neither trusted nor believed in, and it was a strange feeling because usually my mother is so verbally supportive, that her actions weren't matching up with her usual words. :\ But ... c'est la vie. I love my mother, but she's human and I'm guessing reacting out of fear of a child flying far away.

That aside, I'm excited but trying not to think too much. My dad and step-mom and step-sister have all written me nice letters telling me they support me, and it's helped to give me more dedication and resolve to my purpose. Even though I have tickets now, I still have to save up enough to afford an apartment when I get there and to eat.

So.... I'm selling my original art.

This may be the only time this ever happens. I really, really, really loathe parting with my originals, but this is for possibly one of the best causes I've ever sought after.

Specifically, I'm selling "Jane's S.O.S." artwork. I have all my originals scanned in, so it's not like they're gone forever once they're sold, but I've a lot of pitch materials and also several large 12x17 illustrations. I know I mentioned "Jane's S.O.S" a lot for a while there, and it's still in the works, but the novel needs some major rewriting. "Harmony Blue" helped give me what, I hope, is a more unique voice, and I've been taking a lot of the criticism and feedback on that and applying it to "Jane's". Once in New York, that'll be one of several books I'll be pitching to agents/publishers.

So if you've been wanting a premade piece of original Rivkah artwork, basically everything on this site is game: http://www.rivkah.com/artwork/janessos/testchapter/janessos.html

The largest three, all 12x17 are these:







Please don't ask for the 12x17's unless you're really, really serious about wanting them, because those three are the original concept art for Jane, and it will break my heart to part with them to anybody other than a good home where they will be loved and cherished.

Everything else, character sketches and designs, turnarounds, and concept art along with the original pages for my mock chapter are on 9"x12" paper. Most of them have some sort of blue lines under them. I don't have a set amount that I'm asking, but pitch to me what they're worth to you. I may be willing to part with something for less simply because it's going to a good home, but if you're like "Five dollah!", I'm gonna give you a noogie.

Just send me an email to thegirl(at)rivkah(dot)com if you see anything you're interested in.

Unfortunately, I have no "Steady Beat" originals other than what I have for book 3, and the inks for those aren't scanned in yet, so they have to remain with me.

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I'M MOVING TO NEW YORK, DANGIT!

...

Eventually it'll sink in. Maybe when life isn't so crazy-insanely-busy.
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Butler, PA [Sep. 18th, 2009|04:11 pm]
Gonna scan in some "Butler, PA" pencils tonight, I think. I've been feeling really incredibly secretive about the process for this for some reason. I even deleted my journal for a month there just so I could focus and pretend the world around me didn't exist (sorry about that). And I'm sort of still loathe to talk about the exact set-up yet. Maybe in the future when I've more done and I'm not so uncertain about my abilities to draw and ink in such a drastically different style. And I'm still struggling with whether this will be pure black and white or if it will have an added tone. There's just so MUCH. And I don't really want feedback yet because I'm still figuring things out for myself first.

Last night I spent swearing and cursing at a panel that's been giving me a hang-up for several days now. We've made up, but I'm still high-strung from the fight. There was much throwing of small objects and kicking of pillows. And then I've taken up jogging again, just to get rid of all the excess anxiety and dancing .... lots and lots of dancing. I want to learn to more latin dances, and I've discovered a place downtown that supposedly plays Latin music. Let there be SAMBA! I figure it's better than taking up smoking to soothe the nerves.
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(no subject) [Sep. 18th, 2009|12:54 pm]
Coming out of hiding for a little bit because I'm trying to get rid of some stuff. A few people expressed interest in my PC and I'm selling off a bunch of other stuff so that I can move in November (turns out my lease is up end of October, not September).

I got a part time job so that I can pay the last of my bills and hopefully save something up, but it's been becoming increasingly frustrating these last few months. It feels like every dollar I make slips away again, and I spend every waking moment either working at my part time job or on "Butler, PA". And I just get more and more frustrated with being in Austin. This isn't the same city I grew up anymore, and it's lacking the culture I need to stay focused on my work and the encouragement to explore. I lay in bed at night sometimes and cry I'm so frustrated and feel so trapped.

So, I'm selling everything I can. My handmade, hand-stained, oak bookshelves. The beautiful bed and huge chest of drawers I've had for eight years and looks as good as the day my mother bought it for me (selling those to my step-sister at least). The desk I've dragged with me state to state. All my kitchen utensils, most of my clothes, my DVDs, my bike, my computer, my 21" monitor, my wide format scanner, my 9x12 wacom. All I plan on keeping are the clothes I can carry, my laptop, my art, and the books I can't bear to part with (those I can get shipped later since media rate is at least cheap), and of course some odds and ends. I feel like otherwise, I'll never escape.

So anyone interested in a computer that already has the software loaded on it, here are the specs:

Samsung 52x24x52x16 CD-RW/DVD drive
1.7 Ghz processor, Pentium 4
756 Mb memory (has 2 dimm, so can be upgraded up to 3 Gb as long as you're running Windows XP)
160 Gb Hard Drive 7200 rpm
120 Gb Hard Drive 7200 rpm (I use this for backup)
Radeon 9700 128M Graphics Card (includes both a digital and a serial port)
100/1000 Ethernet card (for internet)
Includes several extra slots to add on a wireless card if you want or extra USB ports)
Windows XP Pro
Adobe Photoshop CS2
Adobe Illustrator CS2
Adobe InDesign CS2
Adobe Acrobrat Professional
Adobe Type Manager
Adobe Streamline
Adobe Gamma (color management software)
Macromedia Dreamweaver 8
Macromedia Fireworks 8
Manga Studio EX 3.0
Deleter ComicWorks (a wonderful inking and toning tool)
Deleter Illustrator (for coloring)
Silverfast Ai (Professional Scanning Software)
Camtasia Studio
Microsoft Office 2003
(Includes Word, Outlook, Excel, Access, PowerPoint, Publisher, InfoPath)
WinRar (file compression software)
Mozilla Firefox
AVG Anti-Virus Software
Ad-Aware
SpyBot
Civilization 4 (no dvd required)
An awful lot of professional fonts

Also selling my Wacom Intuos 2 9x12 (sold), my Hitachi 21" CRT monitor (this one hurts, because I LOVE the color on it), and my wide format scanner (sold). Send me an email to thegirl(atdittyat)rivkah(dottdittydot)com if you're interested. Also have several DVD anime series: Utena, Chobits, Key the Last Idol, Evangelion (Chinese rip, btw, so caution on the translation!), and Last Exhile (missing the last four episodes of that one). I'll list the rest of them later.

Exhausted. Completely, totally exhausted. I'm happy I at least found something to pay my bills right now. And I'm glad I have Matthew to talk to every night and a few new friends I've made in my apartment complex, otherwise, I think I'd have gone off the deep end by now. I feel isolated with no one to talk to about my work, my passion, and so depressingly alone.

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I even applied to several medical studies to be a human guinea pig! But apparently my resting heart rate is too high, so they won't take me. Between 94-98. ;_; My dad and my sister have the same problem, and I wasn't stressed the second time I went in, and I eat incredibly healthy so ... damn genetics. Apparently I've inherited hummingbird DNA.
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Instant Braille [Aug. 4th, 2009|03:15 pm]
This may quite possibly one of the most awesome inventions of 2009: The Haptic Reader.

I don't know how to read Braille myself, but from what I understand, the books printed in Braille are sadly limited, and like every author out there, I personally want my work (at least, my prose work) to be accessible to as wide an audience as possible. And the more access ANYBODY has to information, the better our world will be. :)
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Lessons in Print: Lesson 02: LPI [Aug. 3rd, 2009|08:09 pm]
This week, we'll be discussing LPI or "lines per inch".






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Google Image Search [Aug. 1st, 2009|11:25 pm]
Apparently, you can search by COLOR now. O_O

The weird thing is, I was actually just wondering this last night, because color indexing of images and search wouldn't be difficult AT ALL. So, apparently, I'm psychic. ;P

Also, I have three more tutorials for you guys. They'll be updating on Mondays (or Tuesdays depending how busy I am). Hope you guys enjoy them! Not only do they talk about the print process, but I've a full write up of the tools and processes used to make them as well. And commentary into my struggles with hand lettering ... and how LONG IT TAKES. ;_;

In other news: I've been ridiculously busy lately. I finished toning a book for DC (which is why I've been sadly absent lately), but now I need to look for other work because my editor and his wife have been busy getting ready for a baby! So, other than working on these tutorials, I've been working on the first chapter of "Butler, PA" and trying to find PAYING work. So I can MOVE. Anybody need any toners? Particularly fast toners who know what the heck they're doing?

Much as I enjoy writing, penciling, and inking ... toning has really turned out to be the perfect side job for me. It's creative enough to engage me mentally, but it isn't so exhausting as to find myself unable to work on my personal projects. And I enjoy it! The book I did for DC was all a flat 18% tone, and I used the brush to create gradation and textures instead of gradating the tone itself because they were using greyscale instead of one bit line art (AHHHHH!), and it would have made some terrible patterns to use actual screentones. However, the tones still turned out pretty damn spiff. I think I'll be using flat tones MUCH more often in the future. It's a much more modern look than the Japanese screentones I used for "Steady Beat" and more suited to heavier line work.
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